okay, i'm such a bad daughter!! on 14th november, was my mother's birthday. yeahyeah.. i did wish her personally and gave her gifts but i promised myself to post it on my blog upon her birthday.. well mama, i know its kinda late, but HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
THIS SONG IS FOR YOU :)
Hey you
I know
I'm in the wrong
Time flies
When you're having fun
You wake up
Another year is gone
Twenty one
I guess you wanna know
Why I'm on the phone
It's been a day or so
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday
Yeah yeah whoa oh
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday
So hard
When you're far away
It's lame but I forgot the date
I won't make the same mistake
It's all too late
Now you know
Don't hang up the phone
I wish I was at home
I know it's way too late
But happy birthday
Yeah yeah whoa oh
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday
It's not that I don't care
You know I'll make it up to you
If I could I'd be there
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday
Yeah yeah whoa oh
I know you hate me
Yeah yeah whoa oh
Well I miss you too
Yeah yeah I know
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday
To you
Friday, November 16, 2007
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
test after tests :)))
emo-ing all the time
was walking around the tiong bahru area, and then i rested at the benches near tiong bahru park. there's alot of life there. little cute kids running around (caucasians!), old folks doing some tai chi and teenagers playing soccer and stuff. got myself a piece of paper and a pen, so this what i wrote..
BEGIN WITH A NEW CHAPTER, ALL I CAN SAY WAS, IT'S TOTALLY COMPLICATED! I DIDN'T CRIED MUCH LIKE I DID THE LAST TIME WHEN I HAD SOME CRASHING BOOMBASTIC RELATIONSHIP. BUT THE THING IS, I CAN'T CHOOSE.
TALK ABOUT CHOOSING, FIRST AF ALL I MUST KNOW WHAT KIND OF QUALITIES THAT I WANT. ERM... MAYBE A HUMOROUS PERSON WHO CAN GIVE ME A GOOD LAUGHTER. OUH! AND A PERSON WHO CAN SING AND SHARE THE SAME INTEREST IN MUSIC AS ME... A PERSON WHO CAN LEND ME A HAND WHEN I NEEDED HIM. A PERSON WHO IS BRAVE TO STAND UP FOR HIMSELF AND OTHERS. A PERSON WHO IS VERY PATIENT BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY, I'M IRRITATING.
URGH! THERE ARE LIKE SO MUCH MORE THAT I REALLY WANT AND HOW POSSIBLE CAN ALL OF THESE QUALITIES HAVE IN ONE PERSON? I BELIEVE THAT THERE'S NEGATIVITY IN EVERYONE OF US. I ADMIT, I MYSELF HAVE MY OWN ATTITUDE!
RIGHT NOW, HOW I WISH I CAN FORETELL WHAT LIES WITHIN THE FUTURE. HOW I WISH I HAVE SOMEKIND OF POWERS AND I CAN GO INSIDE EACH AND EVERYONE'S BODY AND ANALYZE WHO IS THE BEST FOR ME.
[1] EVEN IF I KNOW YOU TRULY NEED ME, WOULD YOU TAKE THE SACRIFICE TO EVEN CONFESS? WOULD YOU BRING ME TO PLACES THAT I'VE NEVER BEEN BEFORE AND MAKE ME FEEL LIKE A PRINCESS? WOULD YOU MAKE A BIG IMPACT IN MY LIFE? WHY DIDN'T YOU SAY SOMETHING?
[2]SO WHAT IF YOU MADE ME FEEL LIKE A PRINCESS? SO WHAT IF YOU BRING ME PLACES? SO WHAT IF YOU MAKE EVERY MOMENT A MAGICAL, THAT EVERY WOMAN WOULD DESIRE? WOULD YOU JUST GIVE UP JUST BECAUSE [1] IS JOINING THE COMPETITION? AFTER ALL THE FUN AND LAUGHTERS, IS IT REALLY EASY FOR YOU TO JUST WALK AWAY?
[3]EVEN SO IF IT'S HARD FOR YOU TO EVEN GIVE A LITTLE STEP, DON'T YOU FEEL THAT YOU HAVE TO MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE? DON'T YOU FEEL THAT YOU ARE PLAYING 2 HEARTS AT A TIME? HOW DARE YOU TAKE ME AS YOUR RESERVE!! FORGET ABOUT ME WILL YOU. YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND, SO ENJOY EVERY SECOND THAT YOU HAVE WITH HER.
BEGIN WITH A NEW CHAPTER, ALL I CAN SAY WAS, IT'S TOTALLY COMPLICATED! I DIDN'T CRIED MUCH LIKE I DID THE LAST TIME WHEN I HAD SOME CRASHING BOOMBASTIC RELATIONSHIP. BUT THE THING IS, I CAN'T CHOOSE.
TALK ABOUT CHOOSING, FIRST AF ALL I MUST KNOW WHAT KIND OF QUALITIES THAT I WANT. ERM... MAYBE A HUMOROUS PERSON WHO CAN GIVE ME A GOOD LAUGHTER. OUH! AND A PERSON WHO CAN SING AND SHARE THE SAME INTEREST IN MUSIC AS ME... A PERSON WHO CAN LEND ME A HAND WHEN I NEEDED HIM. A PERSON WHO IS BRAVE TO STAND UP FOR HIMSELF AND OTHERS. A PERSON WHO IS VERY PATIENT BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY, I'M IRRITATING.
URGH! THERE ARE LIKE SO MUCH MORE THAT I REALLY WANT AND HOW POSSIBLE CAN ALL OF THESE QUALITIES HAVE IN ONE PERSON? I BELIEVE THAT THERE'S NEGATIVITY IN EVERYONE OF US. I ADMIT, I MYSELF HAVE MY OWN ATTITUDE!
RIGHT NOW, HOW I WISH I CAN FORETELL WHAT LIES WITHIN THE FUTURE. HOW I WISH I HAVE SOMEKIND OF POWERS AND I CAN GO INSIDE EACH AND EVERYONE'S BODY AND ANALYZE WHO IS THE BEST FOR ME.
[1] EVEN IF I KNOW YOU TRULY NEED ME, WOULD YOU TAKE THE SACRIFICE TO EVEN CONFESS? WOULD YOU BRING ME TO PLACES THAT I'VE NEVER BEEN BEFORE AND MAKE ME FEEL LIKE A PRINCESS? WOULD YOU MAKE A BIG IMPACT IN MY LIFE? WHY DIDN'T YOU SAY SOMETHING?
[2]SO WHAT IF YOU MADE ME FEEL LIKE A PRINCESS? SO WHAT IF YOU BRING ME PLACES? SO WHAT IF YOU MAKE EVERY MOMENT A MAGICAL, THAT EVERY WOMAN WOULD DESIRE? WOULD YOU JUST GIVE UP JUST BECAUSE [1] IS JOINING THE COMPETITION? AFTER ALL THE FUN AND LAUGHTERS, IS IT REALLY EASY FOR YOU TO JUST WALK AWAY?
[3]EVEN SO IF IT'S HARD FOR YOU TO EVEN GIVE A LITTLE STEP, DON'T YOU FEEL THAT YOU HAVE TO MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE? DON'T YOU FEEL THAT YOU ARE PLAYING 2 HEARTS AT A TIME? HOW DARE YOU TAKE ME AS YOUR RESERVE!! FORGET ABOUT ME WILL YOU. YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND, SO ENJOY EVERY SECOND THAT YOU HAVE WITH HER.
i had my own test
| You Are Girly Sexy |
 You're a youthful spirit, and your energy is infectious. Men love your innocence and lack of emotional baggage. You make every kiss seem like the first and every moment magical. How could any guy in his right mind resist that? |
| You Should Play the Accordion |
 You are eccentric, funky, wacky... definitely one of a kind. People have trouble putting you in any one particular category. You definitely have your own thing going on. You are a born entertainer. No wonder you'd be perfect as an one man (or one woman) band. Your musical influences likely cross all genres - and blend together in a very unusual way. While you are definitely offbeat, you also enjoy tradition and influences from the past. It's just your style to take an old fashioned instrument like the accordion and make it uniquely yours. Your dominant personality characteristic: your total inhibition Your secondary personality characteristic: your interest in obscure activities and subjects |
| You Are 65% Bitchy |
 While you may not think of yourself as the ice queen, admit it, you're often in a bad mood. And it's those around you who often bear the brunt of your annoyance, even if they haven't done anything wrong! |
You Are Downtown |
 You're a funky spirit that requires freedom to live. Your city girl persona needs adventure, diversity, and great pizza. |
| What Your Face Says |
 At first glance, people see you as warm and well-balanced. Overall, your true self is reserved and logical. With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic. |
| Your Kisses Are Medium-Hot |
 Your kisses are definitely sexy, but you're not about to make anyone gasp for air. You take it slow and steady... and you ramp things up when you get the right signals. Your kissing style is adaptable and adept. And people who kiss you love it! |
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
OUH LOOVE :)
Oh my godd... this song is soo 'sleeq'.. haha i love the shorter guy, whose that guy, erm Alyph.. hahas they sound like from the west. shame on me, i didnt buy the album :((
This is my lovestory :)
Once upon a time there were a king (sean), queen (diana) and a princess (lucy) lived in a big, big castle full of flowers and jewels.
one day, princess lucy went to the garden to pluck some flowers. there were carnations, lavenders, roses and even daisies! out of nowhere, she saw a young man standing in her garden. it was Prince Edmund. princess lucy was shocked! she expects that Prince Author, the one that she admired would appear.
Prince Author would bring princess lucy out to the most beautiful places and would buy her heart with flowers and his charming voice. Prince Edmund in the other hand, is more of a low profile person who wouldnt dare to show his true feelings to the princess although he loves her dearly.
princess lucy never knew that prince edmund loves her so much. she was too blind to see that prince edmund cared for her all these while. she strongly believes that prince author loves her more that ever.
one gloomy night, a big big dragon kidnapped the princess. the next day, the whole kingdom were annouced by king sean and queen diana that whoever saved princess lucy will get married to her immediately.
at this time, prince edmund flew into a rage. he was so angry towards himself for not taking care of the princess well. he immediately ride a horse and started his journey to the dragon's territory.
prince author in the other hand, was building up a troop of soldiers to save princess lucy. all of the soldiers went for a war, except for himself who was too coward to sacrifice himself for her.
there goes a battle between the dragon and the soldiers including prince edmund. after so many thousands of soldiers died, the four of the survival soldiers and prince edmund finally defeated the dragon.
there goes a battle between the dragon and the soldiers including prince edmund. after so many thousands of soldiers died, the four of the survival soldiers and prince edmund finally defeated the dragon.
prince edmund saved princess lucy from the trap and carried her to the castle where king sean and queen diana was waiting for the arrival of her one and only daughter.
promise were kept, prince edmund and princess lucy were happily married and therefore live happily ever after.
promise were kept, prince edmund and princess lucy were happily married and therefore live happily ever after.
finally, princess lucy realised that her soulmate were in disguise.
Monday, November 12, 2007
This is so HAHAH!
OMG.. hahah. i know this is lame. but the site rate my blog as PG. i was expecting like NC16, with all the vulgars and stuff :) well, i guess kids nowadays are used to vulgarities.
here we go again, circles never end
was on the phone with him at night and he would play me songs that he composed himself with his electric guitar whenever i'm the phone with him. hardcore songs! yeeeahhh... i like it, dont you? then he would play solo with all the complicated tunes.
then he would play my favourite song, your guardian angel by the red jumpsuit apparatus. but tonight was different, he composed a song for me :)) it's called 'you're my shining stars'..
he sang halfway, and he asks me, "once upon a time, i wish upon a star but the star doesn't shine. why aqilah, why the star does not shine?" i just said, "i don't know" and he continues with the chorus.....
"COS YOU ARE MY SHINING STAR..."
well, can't remember the rest of the lyrics, but all i can say is that i'm totally at the stage where i feel busted and torn, only some of my friends would know why.
urrgh, i know it's so bitchy to post something that you all are totally clueless what am i saying rite? i'm so sorry, i have to let it out somewhere :((
no heart feelings aiite. thanks for viewing btw..
then he would play my favourite song, your guardian angel by the red jumpsuit apparatus. but tonight was different, he composed a song for me :)) it's called 'you're my shining stars'..
he sang halfway, and he asks me, "once upon a time, i wish upon a star but the star doesn't shine. why aqilah, why the star does not shine?" i just said, "i don't know" and he continues with the chorus.....
"COS YOU ARE MY SHINING STAR..."
well, can't remember the rest of the lyrics, but all i can say is that i'm totally at the stage where i feel busted and torn, only some of my friends would know why.
urrgh, i know it's so bitchy to post something that you all are totally clueless what am i saying rite? i'm so sorry, i have to let it out somewhere :((
no heart feelings aiite. thanks for viewing btw..
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