Learn from me :) part 2

Part2: Brainpower!!

Unlike many girls, (fortunately) I took up a motivational course when I was 14 and the company is called Adam Khoo. Since then I started to believe in brainpower. I was very superstitious and judgemental before that. So I'm very very grateful that I get the chance to attend the course, for free! And this course makes me think of life in a positive way.

It was 3 days course and we slept in the mosque. I know... I know... You guys must be thinking that I'm pulling your legs, but you see the organization that sponsored about 30 teenagers and I was a Muslim organisation. So we have to be in the mosque for some reason *shrugs*

Mr Amin was one of the facilitators there. I remembered when he told us that being a successful motivational speaker is not easy because you have to do something inspiring or motivating like surviving from a tsunami or even escaped death. For normal people like you and I? Well... You have to be great at speech to be a motivational speaker @_@

Mr Amin also boast alot about his pay, it seems that whole experience we were with him, he's earning 10 cents per second!!! But then again, maybe he's lying :D

I still remember a story that Mr Amin told us... A group of scientists is trying to test the capability of the NBA player and they hired 2 teams to participate. Team red were given a pill called caffeine and team blue were given sleeping pill the night before their match. And obviously in the end of the match at the very next day team red could not perform and team blue performs very well. Team red told the scientists that they were unable to sleep right after the "caffeine" pill was given to them last night and that leads to the lack of sleep on the next day. And team blue said that the "sleeping pill" seemed to get them ready on the next day.
The scientists then announced that they have crossed labelled the pills. Which means team red actually had sleeping pill and team blue had caffeine. This experiment clearly shows that brainpower takes a full control of your mind and body. This is also called psychology.

Recently my brother broke down because he still couldnt decide what type of career he should pursue in and he is afraid that he made a wrong choice and not be successful. I told him the story above and told him not to ever start his sentences by "what if...", " I don't think I..." or "I'm scared that I could not..." instead he should start by saying " I will try my best...", "I'm going to..." and more. By changing the structure of your word actually changes the message that you are sending to your brain and you realised that you will get stronger emotionally and psychologically :)

If you keep up this habit people will start to look up to you, they are going to be mesmerized by your confidence and some might even mark you as a smart person :)

Learn from me ;) part 1

Yo peeps!! This is something new from me that I would like to share with you guys :)
It's called "learn from me". Basically it's internal issues that we always dealt with life.
And so long as I have issues, I will post them thus you will get to see more post from me ;D

Part 1: if you gonna keep it, it WILL burst!

Remember when you were a kid and you tried so hard to impress someone like your mother, your cousins, your teacher and etc... Well it definitely doesn't stop there does it? You realised that you have more and more people to impress as you grow older! Your admirer, lecturer, parents, boss, friends and up to the point that you wanna kill yourself. You most of the time get disappointed cause mostly people don't appreciate the things that you did. Worse still when you got to know that somebody else is better than you. You are not happy with people mistreating you or took full advantage of you but really, most of the time you just retain that frustration, sadness, or even resentment. Now you learn from me. Rule no 1, never keep any negative feeling in your heart. Keeping them are as equal as storing venom in your system! You should forgive and forget about it, let is pass by you especially when those people are your loved ones :) talk to them about your issues and try to connect with each other thru interests (maybe).
What if that person is no longer a person who you wanna impress? Like your stinking boss or a paranoid teacher or even someone with a title of a complete bitch? Like my ex manaxxx. Then plan B might work perfectly for you :) it's called giving a piece of your mind! These people would not shut up unless you stand up for yourself. Cause they are feeling superior when they are around you and will utilize you down to your bone marrow! My advice is easy, take a step back and tell yourself,"wait a second! Who the fuck are you to depict? I'm so worth it that I don't need to impress anyone!" you will definitely feel good bout yourself and you'll slowly get the courage to actually speak up :). Now this is not called being rude, it's called being straight forwad. I'm not asking you to be too outspoken, but Im asking you to have your own mindset instead of anybody putting their own individual opinion in your head! It's not healthy and you don't have to solve a science rocket to get to the conclusion, right? Anyway take everything in moderation. Just speak your mind of when necessary cause I do had a few very outspoken friends that are not successful in their social life due to their snappy nature. So yeah that's all for this post and I hope you guys gained something from reading this and I'll see ya when I see ya :D

Love,

SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!

Stupid people !

1. Stupid boy!
Look into my eyes act like you're gonna
Start a conversation when you are just plain
Retarded !
I waved at you and you look away PURPOSELY???
Don't you dare looking me up again !
Once is enough to blew me off !
But I gave you more than one chance !
Snob bloke ! I wish you death :)

2. Stupid girl ! You are just brushing away
Opportunities like dust mites !
You ought to know that you need financial support
But I guess kau lebih selesa menyusahkan mak
kau yg tengah sakit !
Kalau kau anak aku, aku da campak pat laut
sebelom kau tahu berenang !

What's left is only a lonely heart

Yellow!
It's been quite a while since I blogged.
So you wanna know what's up??
Well busy with work and politics
And keeping myself Alive
And impressing my boss
And deciding wether a car license is important
Right now
And even if it does, can I afford??
Which license should I be taking?
Auto? Manual??
So okay license can put on hold,
I'd rather go for studies.
What course?
Which school?
Private?
Can I trust them?
How bout my long term dream?
Which is to have my own business btw
What business should I start with?
Bags and accessories? Fashion? Sell vegetables maybe?
How's the selling liquidity?
What about the market competition?
Will it be an annual profit?
And what about the workout I've worked on,
Are there results?
Will I ever be able to put on bikini?
Cause that's my short term wish...
And how about my love life?
Is he going to be my husband?
Is it the right choice?
Is he going to be faithful?
Is it true when someone said that people change?
Is it for the better or worse?
Who is this 'someone'?

So yeah,
I had all the doubts in the world when it
Comes to my future.
You can't have the best of both world.
And I hope that I'm not being ironic.
;)

Love,

SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!

honey, sorry i cried.

ten, ten, TEN!!!!
kay random :))

yesterday had my quality time while waiting for my dearest.
i read at library,
went for sky gazing,
and then head for a run at stadium.
boring much~ but i enjoyed myself (:

then the night falls and finally get to see him.
we went to epi centre and get my ipod touch.
thank you dear for forking out some. ILY

LOVE
SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!

awak weird lah!

ammak! just now ada laki cute panggil kiter!
first2, i went out of the toilet then i saw him waiting.
ala.. kiut miut camni confirm waiting for a girl.
so i look at him briefly and walk away.
then i heard him tweet.
and from the shop's window, i can see him following.
at that moment, i hate myself cause i was wearing alot of gold!
what if he want to kidnap me? my god!!!
then i saw him make a u-turn towards starbucks and staring at me
while i go inside my shop.
hahaha!

then then he walk past my shop and wave at me.
pastu patah balik doing the thumbs up motion.
i go near the door getting ready to ask him directly what does he want
then, die diri pat luar kedai and ask loudly, NOMBOR?
i just jeling at him.
cute guy asking my number eh?
Ya Allah, whats your catch?
then i decided to call someone single and ask her
permission to pass her number to him, if he ask again la...
sekiut mane pon die, i still prefer my honey! nyeheh
but so far, cam tak kacau lagi je..
rezeki kau la girl... He decide :)

love,
SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!

ps: i think he paiseh, cause i jeling at him! muahahaha

harlowwwwww

hahahahahha! enjoy

love,
SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!

hello hello! let's see what have i got to say ((:

mula-mula skali Qila nk cakap nih,

Qila nk blaja pandu kereta.

pastu nk Qila nak beli laptop sendiri.

tunggu mama, Christmas 2080 pon tak beli2! hehe!!

ha.. baru la nak bukak facebook ngan twitter account.

haha! senang kate, Qila ni mogok ler.

woops so sorry for those who kept on asking me to create an account,

PERSISTENTLY.

pastu Qila nak beli lagi satu barang kemas.

then then then

Qila nak join kick boxing club.

hahahahaha!

macam keyutt la tengok budak pompuan buat kick-boxing.

okay okay,

LAST skali...

Qila nak berhenti post dlm bahase melayu pasal

bahasa aku btol btol macam minah!

bloody hell

potential ah aku!

haha

okay la.. gotta go!

love,

SLAPS-HEADS-QILLY!

so fucking long huh? i know!

LOL SUPER FUNNEH. YOU GUYS SHOULD WATCH IT

LOVE,
SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY





and... btw,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEYONCE KNOWLES!!!

YOU ARE ALWAYS MY IDOL. ALWAYS~~

stories

this i kinda personal,
but i wanna share it anyway.
one thing i noticed about jewish is that
when they teach you something,
they fills you in with good sense of words
to inspire, aspire, encourage.... whatever!

this is my boss' best of advice
she told me these words the other day when
i told her i'm always getting zero sales;

"ADI: aqilah, its okay to be on zero sometimes. you are like a crawling baby learning how to walk.
whn the baby starts to walk, it is like you when you made 1000 plus sale. and then the baby will
fall right after his first step. this is what happen to you. you made zero today bcos you are a baby
in this business. so relax. the idea is to not give up!"

thats is my boss. she is the best motivator ive ever met!
she likes nobody other than hardworking person.
so i guess im hardworking???
HAHA


this is when i was on training with efi.
she made 1000 sale on this customer and the customer's friend in just an hour!
so we celebrate it at burger king.

EFI: first of all you always ask the customer which product they love the most'.
and then confirm yourself that she's going to buy.
dont be shy to say that the product is $150.
if she says its expensive, you reply it's good. always tell yourself that
as long as she's at the cart, means she wants the product.
this is in hibru, but im going to translate for you.
there is this new sales person in the department store.
after the probation period, his boss asked him to make his own sale.
at the end of that day his boss asked him, "how many customers you sold to?"
he replied "one".
the boss got mad and started to scold him,"how can it be one?? i see so many people in the store
and you only attend to one?!"
the man replied, "but it is a million dollar sale."
then the man explained to him,
"first the guy bought what he want... and then he asked me what is the best way to
to waste your free time, and i said fishing. so he bought a full set of fishing rod.
i told him that to get the best fishes, he should buy a net, so he bought one.
then i told him in order to use the net,
he must be in the middle of the sea, so he bought a private mini cruise.
and then he bought all of the fishing accessories in the store.
that is when he paid a million :)"
the boss then asked him, "what did he buy before that?"
"his wife's tampon!" the guy replied."

AND EFI CONTINUED: it might be ridiculous, but its true! you see the 2 girls just now.
will they buy if for 1000 if i said it right away? you have to build up the sales slowly.

haizzzzz
okay lah people, i have one more story but im tired. btw im at work la sey! hehe

love,
SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!

series of aqilah amek gambar over-over!

kalau tak over amek gambar,

bukan aqilah namanya!

heheheh

one day i was browsing through my pictures

and i noticed a specific pattern to my phtography...

and that is

my exegerating poses!

i know its crazy to say this,

but i find these pitures nice!

you'll never get bored of looking at it

over and over again
trust me

love,

SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!

goodbye efi :(

i will miss you like hell.

you are like my role model

that someone that i should heed advice to

the strength that you bare

somehow has brought my spirit to the climax

that i ended up doing things that

i never thought i could do.

if only you could stay longer,

if only i have the guts to express my impression on you

i hope you'd get to see this post

"and so my dear, this is for you to remember,

for us to smile upon

to the fact that

once upon a time

a friendly fairy god sister

told the ignorance and naive girl

that she can fly

and showed her how much

things she can do

if she BELIEVE

but even though the girl proved her wrong

the fairy god sister patiently listen to her problem

and always give her motivation.

until one day....

the fairy god sister left the girl alone

because she believe that the girl

can fly without her guidance

the girl thought that

it was a silly idea

and she will never make it alone.

the girl started loitering around the field

and pluck daisies happily that evening

when suddenly she started to feel her feet

was off the ground.

it took her a while to realise that she

is flying!

but after sometime,

she soar like an eagle.

she spreads her arms widely

and flew towards the clouds where the

fairy god sister lived.

but everythng was too late.

she found a letter that was addressed to her.

she open up the letter

and it says:

"dear little girl,

by the time you're reading this,

you have succeed the test

and you will no longer see me.

i wrote this letter to you

because i know you do it

but must always believe in yourself

my lifespan on earth is dying

and i'd prefer resting in peace

in my homeland,

west o' the sun east o' the moon.

and when you finish reading this,

do visit me at my sanctuary.

love,

fairy god sister <3"

from then on,

the girl visits fairy god sister's sanctuary

every fortnight

and always prays that

if only the god sister is still by her side

she could have thanked the fairy

for what she had achieved"

love,

SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!

happy one year dear!!!!! whoots! i mean two years :)

two years ago,

this is the man who asked me out

and patienty waited for me to say 'yes'

but instead, i said, "i love you too"

so we embraced

and little did we know,

the love that we had built...

(sigh)

just one sentence:

"AND LOOK HOW FAR WE'VE COME??"

two years of happiness, being loved,

and even anger -to spice things up a little

but still, we never get enough of each other.

i feel like we're the smarter version of romeo and juliet.

ahaha! i'm serious!

so for now,

happy anniversary my love.

i hope we can have the time

to held a gathering with friends,

it is not that necessary, but

what have we got to lose?

it's once a year!

so anyway, not confimed yet....

but we will try our best :))

love,

SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!

yo bitches! how are ya?

I AM WORKING RIGHT NOW. THERE'S SO MUCH THNGS I WANNA TALK ABT, BUT HELL.. I'M SUPPOSE TO WORK.



for a head start, the girl on my last post was ALEENA,not aliah. hahaha!!!



okay, next, i bonded with moran, and she's sooo sweet. she's like mama bear! i remember getting 0 dollar sales and i cried, then she called me poor baby... awww



well not forgeting adi, my world best boss. i <3<3<3 her

okay frget abt the job. i had a late night with my family last night, heheh. we ate black peper chili crab and its all on me :):) love it!

okaylah, sooo many people now, i better go. i'm making money baby!!!!

love,

SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY

AT WORKZYZYZ

HEY PEEPS!

I'M AT WORK NOW,

EFI BABY IS NOT HERE YET

AND I MET THIS HALF CHINESE

HALF EGYPTIAN GIRL NAMED ALIAH!

COOL PEEPS AROUND HERE.

ok thats all.

adios!

:))

LOVE,

SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!

EVERYONE HAVE PROBLEMS {what's yours?}

They told me they were tired

they called and said they needed a rest

they cancelled the meeting.

i thought, 'fair enough'

the friend beside me was on the phone,

"korang kat mana? aku sorang sey!"

so maybe they meeting her for the sake of accompanying her.

i decided to follow her.

poor friend, how could i leave you?

i know you don't mind, but i insist.

but i don't blame you

when we meet up, they intend to meet her only.

wait wait wait, I'M NOT INVITED?

andi got changed and brought extra shoes for nothing??

it felt like a slap

provided that most of my conversation is not entertained

i can see where our friendship is going.

such situation, nobody is to be blamed

or...

you know what,

i blame myself!

how could i be so naive?

i'm not important to them

how come i still chase after them

what a fucking sore loser i was!

and thank you MY FRIENDS for the cold shoulder.

love,

SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!

I WROTE THIS!

"Aku sudah penat. terlalu penat. aku sudah tidak berdaya untuk
mempertahankan diriku. malah, aku sudah puas dan jelak mencari kasih sayang
yang aku idamkan.
biarlah. biarah keinginanku hanyut dan ditimbun arus. cita-citaku seumpama
jala sejengkal bertebaran di lautan yang luas terbentang
manakan pula ikan akan tersangkut.
sungguh mustahil.
cukup disini sahaja seribu hajat yang aku bekalkan.
jatuh pecah mahupun berkecai sejuta serpih,
tidak akan aku kutip sekali lagi.
pandanganku sudah luas.
kekejaman seorang insan yang disayangi kian
terserlah disebalik kolam berkaca.
hatiku mula bertanya,
"adakah beliau yang seharusnya mendidik
dan mengasah etika hidupku?
sungguh tidak layak!"
maruahnya sebagai seorang wanita, hancur
berderai bagaikan biji tasbih bertaburan di kayu jati.
sedih.
sanggup beliau mempertikaikan kehormatannya
sebagai seorang wanita
hanya kerana sejenis makhluk yang digelar
LELAKI!!

LOVE,
SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY

kiss me one more time before i die :]

"THE ONE THAT KEEPS US LAUGHING TO HER SILLINESS; WITH HER AROUND, EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE MORE FUN!"

*and she quotes me*

last night (or this morning)

bro and i decided on a night jog. halfway through

we went to the fitness corner and he started his workout.

brother was beind a sensitive man at that time cause you know,

not every man could space out their time and listen.

wooo-- PRICELESS

at three in e morning we walked home.hah! (so much for jogging)

and we did stupid things! :D:D

okay fine i wont say much. just take a look below

haha!

love,

SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!

O level coming oi!

and i call it "the elephant in the room"

*SIGH*
and at this moment of time i know that there'a no room for a detour and i must keep the ground running!
~OR ELSE....~ (choy! choy! choy!)

so people would ask, "are you ready fo O's"
and i just had to say yes.
what a sweet categorical denial- I KNOW..

(Ya Allah, i wish i am smart and humble, AMIN!)

love,
SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!

i'm such a sucker!

~subhanallah!

dear god,
you have destined me with the most kind-hearted person in my life.
never at all in my life i ever thank you,
later that i know, i was the most ungracious being on Earth!

thank you Allah :'(

love
SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!