dear blog,
new person is coming into my life and i feel unsure how i am feeling right now. things doesnt go to MY way and there's nothing good in the house than juct conflict, conflict, CONFLICT! y'know, when you wanna get married like there's soooo many things to organise and pay, pay, PAY! pfft... i guess that's how life goes.
so yeah, recently i cried while thinking bout papa. been missing him so much. i was brought up by him, so i cant just forget about him. well, its hard to get over it... and i kinda did it largh. things between my mom and i are not the same. we were bestfriends before, now that things settled down from major crisis i dealt last time, she seemed to be different. not the mama i used to look up to. i seriously want mama that i knew last time.
hard to believe i had family problems, cos every of my friends only see happiness in me. mind you looks can be deceiving. nyahaha. i always look like i was over-hyped with alcohol or something. yeah although im not, its the way i lose all my problems. btw, i think im good with chemistry :DD
love,
SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!
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