saturday blues

Today, woke up at 12.30 pm. why?? chat with my friends till midnight, and one of them was crazy cause he ask me to be offline together with him. haha. i tell you all about him if i can tell. not for now :)

then, made my bed, and bathe. my mom wasn't at home. she was visitting somebody at the hospital. all i know is, she was with my auncle. so i called 'my mother', and it turns out to be somebody else's voice. ok, i admit, i was being silly for assuming that the guy is my auncle -.-"

i tallked to him as usual. i was like "heyy, is this you? where's mama?" and the guy was like "what mama?" and the next thing i do was to hang up on him. so, i was trying to recall what number have i pressed. OMFG!! IT'S FAZLI'S NUMBER. my hands were shaky. my mind was like telling me 'i'm dead, i'm dead, i'm dead, i'm dead, i'm dead, i'm dead!'

called my mother right after that. we talked a while and then i gave myself the curtosey of calling him back. said sorry and went laughing like a hyena on the loose! i hang up on him for the second time. though his voice sounds chirpy, i still feel that it's wrong to call him. what if he thought that i did that on purpose?

i didn't call you on purpose ayte...