Wednesday, November 11, 2009
EVERYONE HAVE PROBLEMS {what's yours?}
They told me they were tired they called and said they needed a rest
they cancelled the meeting.
i thought, 'fair enough'
the friend beside me was on the phone,
"korang kat mana? aku sorang sey!"
so maybe they meeting her for the sake of accompanying her.
i decided to follow her.
poor friend, how could i leave you?
i know you don't mind, but i insist.
but i don't blame you
when we meet up, they intend to meet her only.
wait wait wait, I'M NOT INVITED?
andi got changed and brought extra shoes for nothing??
it felt like a slap
provided that most of my conversation is not entertained
i can see where our friendship is going.
such situation, nobody is to be blamed
or...
you know what,
i blame myself!
how could i be so naive?
i'm not important to them
how come i still chase after them
what a fucking sore loser i was!
and thank you MY FRIENDS for the cold shoulder.
love,
SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!
5:09 AM
Thursday, November 5, 2009
I WROTE THIS!
"Aku sudah penat. terlalu penat. aku sudah tidak berdaya untuk
mempertahankan diriku. malah, aku sudah puas dan jelak mencari kasih sayang
yang aku idamkan.
biarlah. biarah keinginanku hanyut dan ditimbun arus. cita-citaku seumpama
jala sejengkal bertebaran di lautan yang luas terbentang
manakan pula ikan akan tersangkut.
sungguh mustahil.
cukup disini sahaja seribu hajat yang aku bekalkan.
jatuh pecah mahupun berkecai sejuta serpih,
tidak akan aku kutip sekali lagi.
pandanganku sudah luas.
kekejaman seorang insan yang disayangi kian
terserlah disebalik kolam berkaca.
hatiku mula bertanya,
"adakah beliau yang seharusnya mendidik
dan mengasah etika hidupku?
sungguh tidak layak!"
maruahnya sebagai seorang wanita, hancur
berderai bagaikan biji tasbih bertaburan di kayu jati.
sedih.
sanggup beliau mempertikaikan kehormatannya
sebagai seorang wanita
hanya kerana sejenis makhluk yang digelar
LELAKI!!
LOVE,
SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY
5:27 AM
Monday, October 19, 2009
kiss me one more time before i die :]
"THE ONE THAT KEEPS US LAUGHING TO HER SILLINESS; WITH HER AROUND, EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE MORE FUN!"
*and she quotes me*
last night (or this morning)
bro and i decided on a night jog. halfway through
we went to the fitness corner and he started his workout.
brother was beind a sensitive man at that time cause you know,
not every man could space out their time and listen.
wooo-- PRICELESS
at three in e morning we walked home.hah! (so much for jogging)
and we did stupid things! :D:D
okay fine i wont say much. just take a look below
haha!
love,
SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!
7:17 AM
Friday, October 9, 2009
O level coming oi!
and i call it "the elephant in the room"
*SIGH*
and at this moment of time i know that there'a no room for a detour and i must keep the ground running!
~OR ELSE....~ (choy! choy! choy!)
so people would ask, "are you ready fo O's"
and i just had to say yes.
what a sweet categorical denial- I KNOW..
(Ya Allah, i wish i am smart and humble, AMIN!)
love,
SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!
8:25 AM
Sunday, August 16, 2009
i'm such a sucker!
~subhanallah!
dear god,
you have destined me with the most kind-hearted person in my life.
never at all in my life i ever thank you,
later that i know, i was the most ungracious being on Earth!
thank you Allah :'(
love
SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!
5:01 PM
Saturday, August 8, 2009
if it's love, it taste better than morphine
dearest,
we are like bonie and clide!
gosh~ =D
first of all,
i cant wait for tmr!
GAAAAAAH
I've bought maself heels and dress
just for tmr.
i hope everything goes well tmr.
second,
my 'begedil' is the most yucky stuff on earth!
i'm starting to hate potatoes!
BUT, my chicken bologneise was awesome :)
hahah!
thats all folks
love,
SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!
11:09 AM
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
love mode <3<3 NOT!!!
Hey y'all!
theehee [:
so currently i'm reading love novels.
though i thought they're somekind of dope,
but to be honest... they're good.
i mean like apart from demon-ish books that i've been reading,
love novels somehow intrigue me.
gosh~~~ MUSHY!!!
heeee [:
here are some quotes that i wanna share:
'I don't love you anymore"
six words. barely seconds of speech, a second of breath.
how many breath we take in a lifetime?
how can one of them, so short, change your life?
(A-Z of us - Jim Keeble)
there's one more paragraph that i like the most.
it's funny how the character in the book connects with me,
so much.
"I love trees - they seem so stable
so sure of themselveswith their confident spreading branches
and unseen solid roots - so unlike people in their steadfastness
when faced with adverse elements."
(A-Z of us - Jim Keeble)
love,
SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!
12:36 AM
"Aku sudah penat. terlalu penat. aku sudah tidak berdaya untuk
O level coming oi!