"Aku sudah penat. terlalu penat. aku sudah tidak berdaya untuk mempertahankan diriku. malah, aku sudah puas dan jelak mencari kasih sayang yang aku idamkan. biarlah. biarah keinginanku hanyut dan ditimbun arus. cita-citaku seumpama jala sejengkal bertebaran di lautan yang luas terbentang manakan pula ikan akan tersangkut. sungguh mustahil. cukup disini sahaja seribu hajat yang aku bekalkan. jatuh pecah mahupun berkecai sejuta serpih, tidak akan aku kutip sekali lagi. pandanganku sudah luas. kekejaman seorang insan yang disayangi kian terserlah disebalik kolam berkaca. hatiku mula bertanya, "adakah beliau yang seharusnya mendidik dan mengasah etika hidupku? sungguh tidak layak!" maruahnya sebagai seorang wanita, hancur berderai bagaikan biji tasbih bertaburan di kayu jati. sedih. sanggup beliau mempertikaikan kehormatannya sebagai seorang wanita hanya kerana sejenis makhluk yang digelar LELAKI!!
LOVE, SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY
5:27 AM
Monday, October 19, 2009
kiss me one more time before i die :]
"THE ONE THAT KEEPS US LAUGHING TO HER SILLINESS; WITH HER AROUND, EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE MORE FUN!"
*and she quotes me*
last night (or this morning)
bro and i decided on a night jog. halfway through
we went to the fitness corner and he started his workout.
brother was beind a sensitive man at that time cause you know,
not every man could space out their time and listen.
wooo-- PRICELESS
at three in e morning we walked home.hah! (so much for jogging)
and we did stupid things! :D:D
okay fine i wont say much. just take a look below
haha!
love,
SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!
7:17 AM
Friday, October 9, 2009
O level coming oi!
and i call it "the elephant in the room"
*SIGH* and at this moment of time i know that there'a no room for a detour and i must keep the ground running! ~OR ELSE....~ (choy! choy! choy!)
so people would ask, "are you ready fo O's" and i just had to say yes. what a sweet categorical denial- I KNOW..
(Ya Allah, i wish i am smart and humble, AMIN!)
love, SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!
8:25 AM
Sunday, August 16, 2009
i'm such a sucker!
~subhanallah!
dear god, you have destined me with the most kind-hearted person in my life. never at all in my life i ever thank you, later that i know, i was the most ungracious being on Earth!
thank you Allah :'(
love SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!
5:01 PM
Saturday, August 8, 2009
if it's love, it taste better than morphine
dearest, we are like bonie and clide! gosh~ =D
first of all, i cant wait for tmr! GAAAAAAH I've bought maself heels and dress just for tmr. i hope everything goes well tmr.
second, my 'begedil' is the most yucky stuff on earth! i'm starting to hate potatoes! BUT, my chicken bologneise was awesome :)
hahah! thats all folks
love, SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!
11:09 AM
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
love mode <3<3 NOT!!!
Hey y'all!
theehee [:
so currently i'm reading love novels.
though i thought they're somekind of dope,
but to be honest... they're good.
i mean like apart from demon-ish books that i've been reading,
love novels somehow intrigue me.
gosh~~~ MUSHY!!!
heeee [:
here are some quotes that i wanna share:
'I don't love you anymore"
six words. barely seconds of speech, a second of breath.
how many breath we take in a lifetime?
how can one of them, so short, change your life?
(A-Z of us - Jim Keeble)
there's one more paragraph that i like the most.
it's funny how the character in the book connects with me,
so much.
"I love trees - they seem so stable
so sure of themselveswith their confident spreading branches
and unseen solid roots - so unlike people in their steadfastness
when faced with adverse elements."
(A-Z of us - Jim Keeble)
love,
SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!
12:36 AM
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
holla!
so i guess you all can say that my post is soooo last yr. cause it is from last year. well you know, i just dont understand why i get so friggin' "semangat" with studies that i neglect the life of what teenagers call (IT)
NO OFFENCE but those who dont even mingle with blog does blog these days. its not wrong, but... hah! ferrrrrgettit (:(:
ouh! i promised shafeeqa imma post this video. fyi, it's demi not beyonce alright. shieshhhh.
recently... i had strange dreams. like i dont wanna think too much abt it but my dreams are so BEAUTIFUL :D i dreamt about my silly old days when i was in sec 2 funny cause farhan botak kept appearing in my dream along with thuya and diana they still have their sec 2 image. maybe i miss my sec 2 days. funny how human mind works
but hey! that doesnt mean i fell in love with thuya and farhan alright. thats a big mistake if you guys thought so.
love, SLAPS-HEAD-QILLY!
7:11 AM
(NAME) ARGH!!! Qiller
(AGE) 5 YEARS OLD
(COUNTRY) capricorn land
(SCHOOL) B-M-S-S
(ABT QILLY) Simple. when i say more than one 'fuck' in my sentences, it means 'back off'!
"Aku sudah penat. terlalu penat. aku sudah tidak berdaya untuk
O level coming oi!